Friday, March 23, 2012

Our Family Day

We had a truly FABULOUS FAMILY DAY & celebration.  See for yourselves.

Peru drinks.... pisco sour for tia y Inca cola for our peruanas!


Julissa with her favorite.... Arroz chaufer (peruvian chinese)


Johanna with carapulcra.... her fav



Others various peruvian dishes.  












Our Community life group kids.  So thankful!




One of our few family photos........ and yes  Johanna was being Johanna!
We had a fabulous time at Machu Picchu Boston with our Life Group.  The food was fabulous.  The service and hospitality were amazing and Rosy was beyond WONDERFUL to plan our very special day.  

We gave the girls each a silver keepsake heart with their names engraved and  a prayer for each of our girls for their lives.


Saturday, March 17, 2012

Refreshers in Etiquette


I will post photos and share about our 1st Family Day.  However, it has been one of those weeks.  INTENSE, not even an adequate word to describe what living this week has been.  I'm not here to provide those details, I'm here to challenge ways of thinking.

How many ways are YOU in a family?

What defines a family in your mind?  Biological or Adoption?  Community or place of worship?  Friends when blood is far far away, place of work?  Is the ideal family blood and “the other kinds” alternatives?

Families are made up of many components.  Placing identification on the “types” can segregate people, it may suggest that there is a right/wrong, better or different, it does not include them.

Children (people) enter families through adoption, through support of friends, connection to a faith community, from a woman’s womb.  ALL people enter the world the SAME way.  All exit a womb.  What knits a child or person into any kind of family is NOT the method of delivery but LOVE!  LOVE is a CHOICE.

Natural Child: Any child who is not artificial.
Real Parent: Any parent who is not imaginary.
Your Own Child: Any child who is not someone else's child.
Adopted Child: A natural child, with a real parent, who is all my own.
Rita Laws, PhD

Most of the time I equate statements and questions to a lack of understanding and use it as an opportunity to inform (educate) about what adoption is, Other times I think not so much, this requires more... “do you know what you just said?” Today is one of those times.

We have been through the:

"Don’t you want your own?” You mean biological. Love is a CHOICE and it is born in your heart. We intentionally CHOSE adoption. They are very much our own.

“BUT, don’t you want a baby?” Please think about what is prompting your question, is this about your desire for a baby or mine? Like I said, we CHOSE adoption. We chose Waiting Angels, older sibling group. I appreciate that you may want or have wanted a baby.

Here is a tip about asking a question.

What do you really want to know?

Are you wanting to start a conversation or know how someone feels about their new country?

Would you ask a child in a family that came from the womb of the woman who happens to be the mother?  If the answer is NO, well then, don’t ask.

Do you want to know about adoption?  Ask, use the word.  It’s not a dirty or shameful word. 

Stuck on what to ask?  Ask the parent.  I will talk all day about adoption. What it is like, what it means to follow God’s calling, I will tell you things that will ROCK your WORLD!  WHY?  Because it is what BREAKS God’s heart and it SHOULD break your heart too!  I will talk honestly, unashamedly!  In fact the first thing people who chose adoption agree to is to strip naked and uncover all your secrets, hurts, difficult circumstances, and promise to remain naked once your child/ren is home so that more reports can be written about how you parent.

I HAVE NOTHING to HIDE!  In fact there is something freeing about having nothing to hide.  It takes away pride, keeps you humble and dependent on God for strength for today.

I will come to your place of work, your community, your place of worship, your neighborhood, your home, your favorite hangout and answer any questions you have about adoption.  Adoption is based on loss, so knowing and feeling confident about interacting with people who are adopted is necessary.

Who is up for the challenge to consider your points of views? How you were/have been informed?  Where your ideas came from?  And how your comfortable ways of thinking and behaving may have devastating results on others.

Up for the challenge?  I am here to encourage you, support you, educate you, and ROCKYOURWORLD!  

Thursday, March 1, 2012

And So It Begins.....

One year ago today began the last seven days of waiting.  We boarded a plane to Peru to push through the final document necessary for meeting our daughters, with no set union date.......
On our 27 month journey through paper pregnancy, it was music that spoke to me, comforted me, and gave words to thoughts and feelings that I held so close to my heart.  It was with those words the tears would flow, and I mean flow.  There is freedom in labeling a thought or feeling and taking action.  Some old and some new songs have been instrumental in our first year as a family.  Lyrics have given me HOPE and TRUTHS to hold on to when times were less than ideal. 


Strength will rise as we wait upon the Lord
We will wait upon the Lord
We will wait upon the Lord
Our God, You reign forever
Our hope, our Strong Deliverer
You are the everlasting God
The everlasting God
You do not faint
You won't grow weary
You're the defender of the weak
You comfort those in need
You lift us up on wings like eagles

When I hear or sing this song I get chills up my spine at the resounding TRUTH of these words.  As we prepare to celebrate our 1st FAMILY DAY” (some call it Gotcha Day, others call it Adoption Day) and I reflect on this past year, I can visualize scenes in my head and almost feel the emotions of times when I know that I know that I know that it was the supernatural strength and love that rose within me and brought our family to today.

We have had some really fun times as a family of four.  We have also had some very difficult moments as a family.  “You are the defender of the weak” makes my heart pound as I recall walking through the armed guard and locks to see my girls for the first time, behind bars waving to us as we entered the compound that was their home for 6 years.  Reflecting on the story of our journey and there are multiple ways the words defender of the weak become so vivid in my mind.  We were all weak.  Our daughters were orphans and He brought them into a family, but Ben and I were weak in our own strength and He provided abundantly in those times especially, and continues to provide.  The comfort and love from so many people, close friends, acquaintances, former co workers, family, a little note, a phone call, a piece of mail, a meal, a hug, meeting real needs in real time.  What an AMAZING testament of comfort God provided through people for our family.

Our need for God to care and provide for us over this last year especially has brought my understanding and experience of God to a whole new place.  I have come to know and experience a God who is GREATER and BIGGER than I could have ever imagined plausible.  Strength will rise as we wait upon the Lord!

You do not faint,You won’t grow weary…… He has not let me go.  At times I wondered how I would manage/cope/survive a presenting circumstance and before I knew it the pieces necessary for the moment were present.  My professional experiences have equipped me in ways only He knew I would need to know and advocate for the needs of my daughters. Not one position/job and circumstance has not been used.  In times of despair, there was a still small voice that reminded me this was not happenstance and that He promised strength for today.  Although at times I thought it was not enough, it was enough for the time, just I would have liked MORE.

Our hope, our strong deliverer- The pain of abandonment must be the rawest emotion a human being may ever experience.  It is fraught with loneliness, desperation, and fear.  It sends the message that one is unlovable and undeserving.  Although the pain is deep, we are seeing hope and healing, as the pain is acknowledged and new messages of love, and trust, and worthiness are experienced.  We believe He will give a crown of beauty for ashes, a joyous blessing instead of morning, festive praise instead of despair, as our daughters continue to rise up on wings of eagles.